fire on fire

It's been two years

and my mind hasn't been clear since

It's been a thousand tears

Since the day I thought I lost everything

But I found everything in you

Over and over again

And I don't know what to do

When I keep hurting you

Because the day I met you

Was the day I ruined everything

I'd take it all back if I could

But instead, I'll just try to make it all up to you

I don't make promises I don't keep

And I promise I'll always love you

Even if you leave

Even when you leave

I know I'll still love you

I hope you forgive me

Even if you don't come back

And I'm trying to stop myself

From running to you and begging you to come back

And if you forgive me

You know where I'll always be

This year and the next

Waiting for you forever

-lekhya

reference- nov 9